Diario de una Estudiante Desesperada

Well, it’s my first text in English, so, I’m a little bit nervous, because I know that I’ll make a lot of mistakes so…I’m sorry for that…
I won’t talk anymore about my English Teacher, I think I was clear when I talked about her and my bloody student life, I’ve got many more stories about that subject, but, now, I really feel very blue and I can’t be sarcastic to talk about her, I promise that text will be brief, because I’m not in the mood of writing so much…I start with the new subject, because at the beginning the main subject was my grant…my bloody grant that I hate with all my soul, body and heart, because last week many news happened and I need to share that with you, but it will be next time…
So…let’s go to the subject that I want to talk about, do you know what the meaning of the word ‘envy’ is??? Well, ‘envy’ is what I’m feeling at this moment, and this is the reason why I feel blue, ok, my life is OK now, but, I feel that I need something else…I need them…I need those girls…I need being with them, enjoy all Saturday, Friday and Sunday nights by their side, alright, I’m happy, very happy with him, but I do need their company, I don’t wanna repeat myself, I will explain all. Tonight my favourite TV show began, while I was watching the TV I got up to date with the ‘world’ (I’m an antisocial person…) and I read something that has hurt me so deeply, and, instantly, I just switched the TV off…I know that is a stupid thing, but I really felt so bad and I didn’t want to watch TV, talk with anyone or do anything else, It’s not just that!!! Because I’m living in Toledo and I can’t go out and do whatever I want!!! And I don’t like that, sometimes, I’m not taken into account, because I’ve got each of my Angels in my heart and I always talk about them, no matter if they’re close to me or not…and…that’s all, folks…I need to talk about my feelings…
I write it in English because I needed to practice it…sorry…
*weep* (Please, don’t mind this, I was very sensitive today) *weep*